Wednesday, November 2, 2011

pretty good day..

I skipped school today due to unexplained exhaustion- seriously where did it come from? I went to the gym today and now my arms hurt like a bitch! today for breakfast I had turkey bacon, scrambled eggs( one white and one whole) and a whole wheat english muffin. Lunch was some eating right chicken strips and sweet potato spears baked with 2 teaspoons of canola oil, little bit of sea salt, pepper and cinnamon. Dinner I had spider man whole wheat spaghetti o's and sweet potato spears. I had some air popped popcorn for a snack with melted margarine, and during the day I had two nature valley bar between breakfast and lunch, and lunch and dinner. I have been adding my calories up and have been getting up higher in my allowance so I will be doing something a little different. Soup for lunch :) I got the weight watchers soup for tomorrow and I will have it with an apple. I am still finding eating hard just because I am really poor and now that that salon has moved to the college, we don't have a refrigerator or a freezer so I am out of my comfort zone. I am reeling from my crazy life and yet I still have to find a job somehow and find the time to have a job or else I will be on the too poor to eat diet. I am feeling bummed out just because of my financial doom and Morgan can't even help because he is the only one making any money and paying an bills - sorry needed to vent a little. I also kind of told Jess that I am not moving to Sask. with her next summer, when Morgan and I were going through that rough patch and broke up for a couple days, than had a huge blow up, than got back together and are now working on it, I had it in my head that moving to Sask. was a good idea- its not. I kind of had a crazy revelation when all that happened and I don't want to not be with him, I want him, I want us, I want our future, we are just stuck in a rut right now because of money. If we had more money we could do all the things normal couples do like go out, or eat together, plan a vacation, and just not have extra stress. I do love school, I love hair more than I thought I ever could, life is just a little crazy right now. Thank you all so much for all of your continuing support, I am back and I am back for good. I know I will have to gain some trust back because I disappeared for a while, and before that I was crazy and speratic for a month or so. I am still crazy but I am honest and most of you love me for that :) I love you all


  1. I am sorry to hear that you are so tired. You need to take care of yourself! You only have one you!

  2. I'm so happy you are following your passion and have come to some great conclusions about your relationship. :)

  3. Glad things between you and Morgan are working out! promise me I get a wedding invite!? haha