Saturday, May 28, 2011

Dear everyone

kill me. TOM came yesterday and made me hurt like never before. Than I started craving and I couldn't have been hungrier. So I sat in the bottom of the shower for three hours and then I watched the dark crystal with Morgan and proceeded to eat 6 ice cream sandwiches. Which I later did the math for and they had all together 1350 calories in them. Yeah I'm not proud and I felt like hiding it from the world but I vowed to myself to be as honest and forthcoming with you guys as I could possibly be. I defiantly have eaters remorse today..

My plan of action? go to the gym and burn at least 1500 calories in cardio and weight train for at least 45 minutes. It will be painful and it will suck but I did the deed and now I will pay with sweat equity.

Also thank you to the wonderful girl who told me that the brown fluffy thing that made me laugh was from Dark Crystal, you made my night!

I love you all, thanks for being here !


  1. I'm so sorry you had a rough time. The thing is, food is just food and the calories are already gone. Just try to learn from this and move on. Hope you have a better day today!

  2. Hey, lots of us have had those moments of, "OMG, did I just eat all THAT???" and we add up the calories and think, Jeez! You just accept it's done, make your plan, move on. And that is exactly what you're doing, making your "recovery of disaster plan" and moving on. Literally.

    I wish you the best. It's tough, always, to get control of the eating thing. Have a great weekend!

  3. I guess you must feel like you can't control yourself, but if anyone can's you. You have to believe in yourself and make it happen. Moderation, friend. Next time have an ice cream sandwich, one.

  4. Shit happens but it's important to learn and put it right next time a similar situation arises.

    Good luck!

  5. I just discovered your blog - love it. And I don't know who Ton is.... but I will tell you this. If he hurt you that badly 1) he ain't worth feeling that badly over -because if he hurt you that badly he is a JERK.
    2) get you butt off that shower floor and make yourself the BEST YOU CAN BE! Hell with him. Do it for YOU.
    whew - kind of a strong comment for my first time being here! heehee! couldn't help it. You seem awesome and worth wayyyyyyyyyy more than that Tom!
    Have a PRETTY day!

  6. I have never heard the term "eater's remorse" before. Thats pretty great! I appreciate your honesty in this blog, its very well done! Now following your blog, hope you can swing by our weight loss blog too! -Determined

  7. I am laughing so hard I can not even compose myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  8. Hang in there Grace, everyone has there down falls, we just have to try and control them, and sometimes we can't. All you can do is pick yourself up and make better choices for yourself and you will be right back on track.

  9. I hate Tom! That rat bastard... He's like the ex boyfriend that keeps calling you for nookie. Gross.

    Good job making yourself accountable for your eating! Atta girl!

    Sarah @ Thinfluenced