Friday, May 6, 2011

Second blog today, but I need to talk.

I noticed that I have maybe 3 pictures of me taken by someone other than me. I think when you are uncomfortable and how a low self esteem you don't allow someone the right to take your picture for fear it will look gross. That is how it is for me, so this weekend I am going to have Morgan take some pictures of me, and I am not going to delete them. Infact I am going to post them for the world to see. I don't care how fat I look, I need to see it. It is me, and I am fucking perfect. Plus I want to look back on this time and say - shit son- I was festively plump. That was my very small rant.

Love the crap out of all of you


  1. At my biggest, I thought I pulled off my size really well and I dressed well enough to cover the bad parts but seeing pictures definitely made me realize my "skinny outfit" was a joke. I'm glad I have those pictures now though because it definitely keeps me motivated and now it shows people how far I've come :)

    I totally get not letting people take pictures though. Have a lovely weekend.

  2. I love that you have the balls to do this...good luck.

  3. Taking lots of pics during your weight loss journey really helps keep you motivated! Good on you!

  4. i am the same way with pictures- i either have to take it or have immediate power to delete. tragic. anyway, i like your blog and videos! please come see my blog someday, and enjoy the rest of your weekend. also, a champagne flight? amazing.